| Why.mp3 |
I'M SOOO EXHAUSTED!!as you know is the first day of school..alot of things happening around..i still don't have the mood to screw my head deep deep inside for me to get prepared with everything..woke up early as we need to get all the sec1s seated at the right place ..then were spending my time with the sec1s and at the first look,saw them not that notorious..but like what the saying goes,don't judge the book by its cover..some of them even called me naggy grandma..perhaps maybe i talked so much..but is not meant that way..i was trying to let them know better of the school but they regard me as no to be concerned but naggy..nevermind.. guess they had not get used to the new surrounding..there's alot of different acts in them..should not mention..went back to class to see where i sit..and to my surprise i get to sit with two of my besties..weisin sit beside me and alyssa sit behind me..hehe..hope is permanent..but everything is going to be different!new teachers..new subjects..and new kind oF STRESS!!!!lol..shall buck up and open my eyes and ears big big when teacher is teaching..as i've been not paying attention sometimes..so now is time to get everything start in a right mode..but first day of school is a nightmare already..but hope tomorrow will not and i get to start everything correctly..but will be busy with the sec 1 orientation..so kindda miss alot of studies..im so deeply stress with everthing around me ..but maybe thats what will makes us prepared when we get older ..but i don't know what should i do..my besties are also having this problems too..i just could not help it sometimes..i just feel like breaking down and cry..i knew it can't resolve the problems,but im so confused!i hope i could just get out of all this things..but i knew that is not a way to get away with those problems as it will keep haunting you..you might see me happy but inside i'm worried!i'm afraid that we could not reach as what we aimed for..