today was quite a boring day for me..stayed at home for the whole day because i cannot went out ..my parents don't allowed me to.. i don't know how to accept the reality sometimes..why is it so hard to live in this world?i know in this world there's ups and downs in our life..but why is it keep happening .can just give me a break..everything is bothering me..people around me.in fact,everything in my life is nothing worth at all to me except some..
can they just understand how we feel?can they put their feet on our shoes?please do understand..do they have feelings and ever concern how we feel?have they sit and ever thought why we sometimes react this way?why is it so hard ?do they ever felt guilty?i guess the saying is true..the world is changed by a small group of unreasonable people..have they ever thought about whether what they did is right?i know its their choice to act this way ,but it affects the people around them..
every chance that came by,we should grab them..but did they ever understand how hard i want them?they jus think about themselves but did they ever think of what my choices are..can i jus have a little privacy and freedom?i m tired with everything around me..
its really hard to accept those things that came by in a sudden..especially the changes day after day in our daily life..but we cannot run away from the problems..every problem will make a person to become a better one in facing life..there's a saying where every problem can be solved..but how to ?it is really hard ..sometimes i am really sick and tired in facing the problems but we cannot get away from it..