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as what i had promised,i will post after the exams..hais..is a regret to say about my marks..exams over but that will not be an end for me because of the results that will be haunting me..
as what had expected today, we will be getting our results..was a regret to see my marks that i had obtained..i had downgraded..please..i want to go to 3e1 next year..we had our papers and we gotten our marks for 3 papers..so still have 5 more to go..i hope i can get better for the other subjects because i had not done well for the 3 papers so far..its not up to the standard.oh what had happened to me..?even mrs chan said that she was shocked when she marked my papers and she even asked what had happen to me..
i don't know what happened ..its no point to regret now because we can't possibly turned back the time where we took our exams again..just had to pray hard so that my other subjects could bring me up..
i really don't intend to say about what happened today because i guessed that it was not a good day for me..everything had changed in my life..everything surrounding me..just had to be prepared because this is not the worst part yet because it will be more stressing when we are in sec 3 and of course in sec 4..its funny to believe that we will be in sec 3 next year..everything pass so fast like lightning..its like i still remembered the sec 1 orientation ,sec 1 camp..i guess it was like so fast that now it is going to the end of the year of sec2 life..i realy miss those moments ..like what i said..sometimes i felt that i want time to be turned back ..but i know its a no no..its impossible for us to bring back all the happy moments back..
i don't know why i am saying all this..maybe its because i started to realise that it had made a great impact in my life and changed my life totally..like what alyssa,weisin and me had said..everytime one problem will one by one come..and there is a saying where every problem that came can be settled..but we were saying how could that be done..its hard to solve every problem that we were going through..before one problem is solved ,other problems will tackled you..its hard to live in this world sometimes..but u don't have the choice ..like what weisin and alyssa said...we did not cherish the moments last time..i guess they are right..why we don't realise it from last time..
okler..till here then..i m off for now..