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yeah..finally..i'm here to blog.its been a long time since i had not post.have problems with my laptop .i guess there's alot to touch on about this week.ok first of all let's talk about what happen on monday.went for morning band and was late.then as usual went to practise national anthem and school song.after that went down and went to see my grp members with alyssa to see whether they are fine.saw fhadilah helping with my group.THANKS MAMA!then went back to the usual place where we play our national anthem and school song and found out that it was drizzling.so we went back to the band room.after we were released from band,me and alyssa went to see our group members.i did not know what happen.then after that as usual went back to the hall and hear the talk by him.after school went for band as usual. I JUST HOPE THAT U GUYS WAKE UP!!
TUESDAY
went in school with my panda eyes.have not been getting enough sleep.then i found out that not even one people who took the initiative to take the files.so i went to take them.early in the morning i was so pissed off by what they did.went to see how they were doing and stand at the zebra crossing.then mama call me and told me everything about what happened yesterday.people comment about my group.is it because i did not do a good job or what?i'v been trying my best to give the best for them.i did everything for them but i don't know when they will realised how hard i wan to bring the best for them.i was jus thinking that i had not did a good job as a leader.i went speechless wen alyssa talk to them at the gate area.i just don't know what to sae.i was kindda holding back my tears because i really feel very sad for them and what i was thinking was i just feel bad because i just think that i did not did a good job.i always tried to understand their situation.but i just feel that one day that they will wake up and hope that they will understand what me and alyssa was going through.then went back to the locker to take my bag and it was bothering me.i just can't top blaming myself.i tried to hold back my tears but i can't.suddenly i burst into tears.tried to stop and control myself .i just hope you guys could read this and wake up.that's all i want..i jus want all of you to be more initiative.i will always be there guiding u along.i hope u could read this and tried to change.we just want all of you to know that every scolding is actually for you guys to know your mistakes and work on it.we don't want to scold you guys.i hope you guys tried to prove others wrong about the comments they said on our group. i hope soon and one day,i see the changes in all of you..i hope all the comments that pepole say will dissapear but comments that are good about our group.its all lies in your hand whether you want or not.everthing is possible if you want them to happen.
yesterday actually we were supposed to have workout.but due to the drizzling,it was cancelled..
HAPIE B'DAY WEISIN!!!
went to meet wenting early today to pack the present.was having a problem because we intend to give a surprise to her.but end up alyssa took the same bus as her.was having a big problem.hahs..but weisin did not saw her.alyssa end up dropping down at the next bus stop.was so lucky that she did not sae kerina and alyssa.quickly went to pack the presents.hahs..after finish packing them,went to peep whether she arrived or not and saw she was at the locker.so we tried to walk at different place so that she did not saw us.then tried to peep again but she saw us.so we sang a b'day song for her ad gave the present.hope you like it .hahas.then after that went to help tp settle the jyians down and help to usher the guest of honours that is the teachers.then the concert webt smoothly.wa having a great time.i saw some of the teachers was so touched by what their students did.after the concert ends,we were given a chance to give a speech for the teachers.alyssa,kerina and me was thinking of going up after seing that no one went up to give a speech on behalf of 2e1.so we took the initiative and courage to went up the stage to gave a speech.was thinking what we wanted to say first before going up.so sori if we did missed out some of the teachers names.after that went to eat and thn help to carry all the benches to the riffle range.after that alyssa and kerina was thinking of going back to their pri school.wenting did not want to go back to her primary school and don't intend to go back home early.so decided to go back my primary school with her.there's alot of changes in that school now since had not been going back there for the last 1 year.wenting was like telling me that pioneer was like the botanical garden because there were alot of plants..hahs.then she was taking alot of pictures.so grateful to see my malay dance picture.hahs..went to jp with wenting and jie2.but then jie2 went with her friend..so me and wenting was like touring around the jp.went to value shop ang have a good time in the liberty.haha.we decided to went home because it was like 3 plus and our legs were aching.hahhs..okler..going to sleep now because had to wake up early to go for the briefing tomorrow and hope to have alo of fin in tomorrow's concert at explanade.