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HAPPY BIRTHDAY LESBO!!

Thursday, September 28, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LESBO!!!!

HAPPY BITHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALYSSA
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU..

You see i so good..GREEN!HAHA..just for you..jus want to wish a very happy bithday to my lesbo..may you are always filled with happiness..grown 1 year older liao ..okler..i need to go now to EAT!!okler,..

6:59 PM

Monday, September 25, 2006

did not manage to blog last few days because was so busy ..went to the library with the lesbo and lesbo's hubby to study on Saturday..Wenting wasn't free and Kerina was like don't know whether can go when i asked her on Friday..u see we are hardworking you see..hais..EXAMS COMING..so must pull up the socks..actually intend to take picture and do my ez-link card because i lost it..and was so dumb of me that i did not bring any particulars like my passport or birth cert..and the machine to take the picture was out of order..so cannot do already..hais..went to daiso to buy things like a box to put presents in it..then went to but presents for candy..after that went to the library and its like we came there very late..then we had a freaking good time laughing ..maybe we are too stress..took pics and we guessed that we did not spent the time revising!then its getting late for me..it was so dark.went to but pens in the library because all my pens were out of ink..then home sweet home..haha.

today was quite a normal day for me ..but a special day for those people who's birthday is today...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HARDIMAS AND CANDY!

today i quickly rushed to get a present for my brother before going to school..i don noe what to buy for him but i had to get something for him..so make an errand to grab something for him.i don't know what to buy for him so just pick anything..the thoughts that counts mah...then went to write the b'day card in a rush for both of them and wrapped his present last minute..

after school went to study for a while in the library today..but then we were like cannot concentrate in what going in to our brains..so decided to went home..till here then..i want to prepare to EAT..haha..its time soon..Bye!

6:32 PM

Friday, September 22, 2006

have been so long since i've not been updating my blog..i know that alot of you miss me rite?haha.especially marzie since she's asking me to update..there u are ..jus came home from Hwa Chong for the west colours award.went to usher them ..my leg was aching with the clog shoe..oh..how i wish i was one of the recipients taking the award ..but i know it can't possibly happen.saw alot of shuai ge just now..haha..but no no i am not interested.i cannot betray my darling..yeah..

yeah..btw MR Tan..i update my blog.yeah i know you have good memory..btw thanks for the chocolate..i guess because of your chocolate my sexy voice recovered ..haha..so maybe can give us more next time ..haha..just joking..but if you wan to give i cannot stop but just to accept it ya..
YEAH!i hope i can get good marks so that i can go 3e1 next year...

i really regretted in the actions that i had done .maybe i m too stress wit everything in my life..it is very hard to live in this world..i cannot do another mistake again.i know that i have not did a good job ..i will promise to myself that i will not do that again in the future and treat this mistake as a learning point for me to carry on with my life.i can't possibly just wait and do nothing.i must react to it.. sometimes i just feel that why am i in this world..nobody understands what i am going through ..sometimes i just feel that there's no point animore living in this world..but i know that no matter what we need to treasure he things that we had especially our friends that are alwaes there for you..

8:24 PM

Sunday, September 10, 2006

did not manage to post yesterday because was damn tired and was resting at home.went out with alyssa to return library book.wasn't quite well after the camp but I WAN TO GO OUT.i cannot just stay at home .i need to go out!haha..so decided to accompany her to buy school shoes.then alyssa said that she was feeling hungry and she decided to eat ice cream.even though i had sore throat,...I DON'T care at all..haha..i was big headed ler.so went to eat 2 scoops of ice cream and snow ice.wao!so NICE!!haha..then alyssa went to look for things that can be hang on her phone..but nothing that suits her..then went to japan home to buy tidbits..i almost finished all of them now..haha..i had been eating stuffs that i should not eat actually..i've been eating lots of chocolates,gassy drinks and oily stuff..i'm getting fat ler..i know it will worsen my throat but i don't care..haha..i m damn big headed..and i m not eating my medicine..hehe.

we just can't possibly turn back the clock..its hard to accept all this..but we just had to carry on with everything..try to accept it even its the hardest thing to do..its just part of our life.we can't possibly keep being like this..there's always ups and downs in life..

9:12 PM

SKY CAMP WAS GREAT!

Friday, September 08, 2006

GROUP 1 OIIE.... (this was wat i kept shouting)

FIRST DAY
i've been shouting non-stop for the first day..okiie let's start off from the beggining.went to school with alyssa,wenting,kerina candy jie jie and luchella..was kindda feeling anxious on how the camp will turn out and i was so sure that i will have a freaking good time..there were 3 schools..juying pri,boon lay garden pri and jurong west pri..after everyone knew which group they were in,we went for the ice breakers..was trying very hard to know their names very well..after had our lunch,all of them were so eager for play the amazing race..i was shouting non-stop and cheering with them on the way to the stations..they were very high because of me!!haha..was not able to accomplish the last task..was kindda irritated with the bus uncle because went we were in the bus heading back to the last station,the bus uncle went to the wrong place..we took 242 and the bus end up at the ntu..hm but cannot blame him ler because he was new.my legs were damn aching after the long walk to the stations but having a great time with them.sandy was laughing when she found out that we were like lost till ntu..but nevermind..my voice was totally changed..i lose my voice..then when it was rara-time..i was so headache and feeling unwell..they were saying that my face was pale..then alyssa was telling me to rest and she handle the group.i was kindda big headed and did not rest..haha..after that had the telematch..and tried to force myself to persevere because i just feel that i cannot take it anymore and feeling like fainting..drank lots of water so that my throat feeling better but it did not work..after all of them had slept we went to take our bath and that's wat i've been waiting for..i've been wanting to bath..haha.then had some briefing with the teachers about the campers and about us..yeah i need to improve..i need to be more firm..i will work on it..after that we went up and slept at the corridors..we did not want to disturb them coz they might be sleeping already because the time was like 1 plus in the morning.i could not sleep because i had a bad headache..so tried to force myself to sleep and have a good rest so as not to feel tired the next day.

SECOND DAY
wake up at around 5 plus near 6..feeling fine but my voice still like that..oh..i can't shout anymore.. we had the PT..had the beta 7..alyssa was not with us because she was one of the station master..so i and su were with the group.. i was like doing everything..ask her to talk but she smiled at me and did not sae anything..i tried to force myself to talk but i cnt..so ask her but she can ask me sae what..maybe she's new so i told her just sae whatever u want..waited so long but nothing she could sae..so i had no choice but tried my best to make them not feeling bored.they were not as high like yesterday..they were like so dead..but after talked to them,could see that they improve..after the closing ceremony,went to take a picture wit all of them..was writing our email address for everyone in my group.jasmine was so cute ..haha..sarah and jasmine was like so sad to leave us.had a big great hug with them before they left..

group 1 cheer:

i say o is cold in here
there mus be group 1 in the atmosphere
i sae o-c-o-c-o ice ice ice
o-c-o-c-o ice ice
oh...............................................
GROUP 1!!!!!

i did not go for band today because i was damn tired and feeling unwell..woke up at 10 in the morning and went to sleep again at 12..then woke up at 3 in the afternoon..after that went to clinic and got a mc..okiie ler..i wan to rest now..

7:40 PM

Sunday, September 03, 2006

yesterday we went to school for briefing for the sky camp and we were walking to the places where the amazing race will took place.i guess it will be fun for the primary school people.then we were told our groupings.after we were done on the briefing of the amazing race,then we were brief on the games.after that we were released and we decided to have some things to eat.so decided to eat maggie from the mama shop.after that went to look for alyssa.decided to go home to have a rest before going for the concert in the evening.

went for the concert at explanade.instructors from different schools were performing.so decided to go and watch how their standard was because i knew that it will be a high standard performance because instructors were playing..but before the performance ,was having problems.hais..all because of the two "hansem" guys who were damn careless and refused to give the tickets to the the drum major.don't know what happen after that.then it started at 7.30 but the consent form wrote 7-9pm.and guess what?it ended at 10 plus.and was finding the reception.actually was kindda sleepy while watching because most of the songs we had not heard and played before.so was kindda feeling tired and sleepy.was waiting for the last song that we knew of that was the merry widow.wow.!damn fast ler.hahs.and was expected of this..the audience was shouting oncore.so they decided to play one of the songs again.the bus uncle was damn mad because it was late.but its not our fault.we also don't know that it will end this time.everyone were so tired and was sleeping in the bus.reached home at around 11 plus.then quickly have a bath and guess what?jump into my bed and sleep.hahs..

3:18 PM

Friday, September 01, 2006

yeah..finally..i'm here to blog.its been a long time since i had not post.have problems with my laptop .i guess there's alot to touch on about this week.ok first of all let's talk about what happen on monday.went for morning band and was late.then as usual went to practise national anthem and school song.after that went down and went to see my grp members with alyssa to see whether they are fine.saw fhadilah helping with my group.THANKS MAMA!then went back to the usual place where we play our national anthem and school song and found out that it was drizzling.so we went back to the band room.after we were released from band,me and alyssa went to see our group members.i did not know what happen.then after that as usual went back to the hall and hear the talk by him.after school went for band as usual.
TUESDAY
went in school with my panda eyes.have not been getting enough sleep.then i found out that not even one people who took the initiative to take the files.so i went to take them.early in the morning i was so pissed off by what they did.went to see how they were doing and stand at the zebra crossing.then mama call me and told me everything about what happened yesterday.people comment about my group.is it because i did not do a good job or what?i'v been trying my best to give the best for them.i did everything for them but i don't know when they will realised how hard i wan to bring the best for them.i was jus thinking that i had not did a good job as a leader.i went speechless wen alyssa talk to them at the gate area.i just don't know what to sae.i was kindda holding back my tears because i really feel very sad for them and what i was thinking was i just feel bad because i just think that i did not did a good job.i always tried to understand their situation.but i just feel that one day that they will wake up and hope that they will understand what me and alyssa was going through.then went back to the locker to take my bag and it was bothering me.i just can't top blaming myself.i tried to hold back my tears but i can't.suddenly i burst into tears.tried to stop and control myself .i just hope you guys could read this and wake up.that's all i want..i jus want all of you to be more initiative.i will always be there guiding u along.i hope u could read this and tried to change.we just want all of you to know that every scolding is actually for you guys to know your mistakes and work on it.we don't want to scold you guys.i hope you guys tried to prove others wrong about the comments they said on our group. i hope soon and one day,i see the changes in all of you..i hope all the comments that pepole say will dissapear but comments that are good about our group.its all lies in your hand whether you want or not.everthing is possible if you want them to happen.

I JUST HOPE THAT U GUYS WAKE UP!!

yesterday actually we were supposed to have workout.but due to the drizzling,it was cancelled..
HAPIE B'DAY WEISIN!!!
went to meet wenting early today to pack the present.was having a problem because we intend to give a surprise to her.but end up alyssa took the same bus as her.was having a big problem.hahs..but weisin did not saw her.alyssa end up dropping down at the next bus stop.was so lucky that she did not sae kerina and alyssa.quickly went to pack the presents.hahs..after finish packing them,went to peep whether she arrived or not and saw she was at the locker.so we tried to walk at different place so that she did not saw us.then tried to peep again but she saw us.so we sang a b'day song for her ad gave the present.hope you like it .hahas.then after that went to help tp settle the jyians down and help to usher the guest of honours that is the teachers.then the concert webt smoothly.wa having a great time.i saw some of the teachers was so touched by what their students did.after the concert ends,we were given a chance to give a speech for the teachers.alyssa,kerina and me was thinking of going up after seing that no one went up to give a speech on behalf of 2e1.so we took the initiative and courage to went up the stage to gave a speech.was thinking what we wanted to say first before going up.so sori if we did missed out some of the teachers names.after that went to eat and thn help to carry all the benches to the riffle range.after that alyssa and kerina was thinking of going back to their pri school.wenting did not want to go back to her primary school and don't intend to go back home early.so decided to go back my primary school with her.there's alot of changes in that school now since had not been going back there for the last 1 year.wenting was like telling me that pioneer was like the botanical garden because there were alot of plants..hahs.then she was taking alot of pictures.so grateful to see my malay dance picture.hahs..went to jp with wenting and jie2.but then jie2 went with her friend..so me and wenting was like touring around the jp.went to value shop ang have a good time in the liberty.haha.we decided to went home because it was like 3 plus and our legs were aching.hahhs..okler..going to sleep now because had to wake up early to go for the briefing tomorrow and hope to have alo of fin in tomorrow's concert at explanade.

9:59 PM